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Monday, October 04, 2004
You're one face I hope to never see again.I hope you know who you are. You disgust me, stop referring to me in your damn life. I never want to see you again, even whisper your name. It was good while it lasted, but damn bitch, get over it. I'm glad you found someone new, but hell, get over yourself man. Don't dig into my friendster account again. Mother fucker.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
I don't know why I didn't come...
There're so many mistakes that I've made that I wish I could undo. So many things I want to forget. It's been a 2 years since it's happened and a long time since I've had any power to do anything about it. Oh well, what to do, that's just the way life is. No matter how many times you wish you could undo something, your chance will never, ever come. Not ever. You know why? Because life, just LOVES to bite you up the ass. Well, here's my arse, life. Thanks for contributing to the number of bite marks on it, you son of a bitch.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Ah, the bliss of the woods.
Everyone has that dream, don't they? Mother nature nuzzling you into her ample bossom and caring and nurturing you. Hello, have you ever been fucking camping? No, no need to camp. Where have you been fucking living the past years of your life? No city, doesn't mean that it's a dog eat dog life. Come on, ain't you ever watched documentaries? No lion/tiger/cougar/bear/hyena/predator/prey is going to fucking care for you if you're lost in the wild. They're going to go MMMM... EASY FUCKING DINNER! That's what they're going to do! You think zebras/horses/antelope/wildebeast are going to help you? Fucking bond with you in the jungle? *Smacks your head repeatedly.*
It's getting a bit tiresome, how some people insist that animals or nature are the most beautiful and nurturing. It isn't nurturing and it isn't loving and there ain't a damn thing you can do about it. It amazes me how some people insist that people living in tribes are peaceful and have bloody simple lives. They have the same kind of life that we have. Getting the same essentials we need: water, food, shelter, predator-repellant. It's just that we like to make life easier for ourselves. Blah blah blah, oh the poor animals are getting extinct. Extinction has been around for millenia, baby. It ain't no new phenomenon. Many animals have been shuffled aside to make space for a superior species. That's why only Australia has marsupials, because there wasn't any superior species. And as wonderful it is to capture animals and gawk at them, you've gotta realise, that that's how real nature is. Survival of the fittest, continuing the species. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, that's what nature is. So stop with this, "Oh, I want to embrace nature in its raw power and shit" You're living in nature, how man behaves is how nature is. Insects preying on you, bacteria, viruses, mould, mammals, fish, reptiles, they all just do what they need to do to survive. Sheesh, they should stop these imaginative all-animals-are-pretty-and-don't-hurt-people crap.
Monday, September 20, 2004
I could not be more furious. I cannot say much on this website until much later. But believe me, all ye who doth know me well. I have stirred shit up before, and this time, I can stir shit up so bad, you'd wish you'd never been born. No, it has nothing to do with the same group as the last time. Just in case I still have spies monitoring my every fucking word, like I gave a fuck. I don't want any stupid miscommunications. They just waste everyone's time. Anyway, yeah, fuck, I am sooo pissed off. I have never met a more incompetent bitch in my entire life. Incompetent, stupid and utterly ignorant of it. I refuse to pay for your mistakes. I refuse to take your shit anymore and lastly, I refuse to sit down and let you do whatever you want just because it may seem to you that you have the power. You are no George Bush, you have no backing of military. I will find a way to make you pay, in fact, a plan's formulating in my head right now. You're going to pay, mother fucker.
Thursday, September 09, 2004
I'll be back in December... I've FINALLY booked my ticket and I know I'll regret to say this. I'm so glad to be going back! I'm sure all Singaporeans know full well of how fuckin boring it gets after about two days. The only thing to do in Singapore is to eat and watch movies. True, it is, trust me. There's not that many fun things to do. Now why you ask, am I so happy to go home? I've got two reasons. The first is family. I miss my mom. I really do, but I know her supervision will make me feel itchy to go off again soon. The second, is my friends. Thanks you guys, the ones who BOTHERED to keep in contact with me. I know that there're some who try and I've been really busy, SO SORRY, I swear I'll make it up to you! I should give a tribute, but NAH. Too mushy, I'll tell you guys in person. *Dances* I'M GOING BACK HOOOOOME!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Yesterday or the day before, Chin Hua insisted that I took off the flower in front of my nick on msn. He insisted then, that it was hypocritical to put it up since thousands, perhaps millions of children die everyday because of other reasons. Frankly, personally, I don't really give a rat's ass about what he thinks. Children and people die everyday, it doesn't matter what degree of suffering you endure throughout your daily lives as everyone has their own bag of shit. There's just no fucking point weighing each one, the point is, everyone suffers. I don't believe those children should have died for the beliefs of some idiots. I don't care what causes you are fighting for, I don't believe in the necessity of martyrs.
I didn't really read what was said when they put that msg on my msn. I just know that for me, I put that flower there as a protest against people who think that the end justifies the means. God save the souls of anyone and everyone who uses fear to instill beliefs. Then again, you see gangsters doing that shit as well, but no one really says shit about them. It doesn't matter whether it be mafia, yakuza, or your typical ah beng. Violence, to me, is a sign of failure which is resorted due to the inability of expression. I don't care how idealistic that may seem to anyone. If you play the game properly, violence need never be used. Lastly, to everyone who thinks that violence is the answer... Society may forgive, but I will never forget.
*burp*
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Doop dee doop dee doodle dee doop dee doop dee doop.